Brain health, brain power, brain usage… how does it relate to your mood about your life? to the size of your life, to your happiness and fulfillment?
I am on the mend. It feels weird…
All my life I wanted to get sympathy for poor me… because I didn’t think I deserved anything.
And I am noticing that I want to complain, that I am afraid that if I tell you I am getting well, you won’t want to give me anything… not business, not love, not anything.
Remnants of a life lived unwanted, and expecting to be unappreciated…
If you have had your predatory genes adjusted, you really want to pay attention to the inclinations to do what you have always done but they are not as strong as they used to be. Like me fishing for pity… As if that were all I deserve, if that were all I can get. Pity.
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